"Yeah," he says, then he's quiet for a moment. There are a lot of things about his life he's told Dutch, but he's kept Jessica really close to his heart. Karen knows, but he's told Karen more than he's told most people in his life.

"It's something I feel very strongly about," he says, although he knows it might come as a surprise to most people that he feels strongly about anything. "The woman I... her name was Jessica and we were together until I decided to stay with the CIA. The man she ended up marrying instead of me was- he abused her and then killed her."

Ever since then, he's had an especially difficult time dealing with men who commit violence against women. He hates that it had taken a personal experience for him to become so invested, but at least he's here now.